FOR LOVE & PEACE (:

For the first time, it's just me and em'

2011-04-28T21:23:00.019+08:00

my hongkong trip was short compared to the uk's one. was there for 5 days and i literally gained a few pounds. i cant really recall wad happened back then until i browsed thru all the pics. my family got conned by the honkie the first day we got there. shucks like a pile of poop. we lost our trust in them. yeah, the hongkies. hongkong trip wasnt that great after all. cuz we went to 3 diff places in such a short period of time. didnt get to shop n visit much.but the food there was awesome shiz. porkchop burger, roasted duck, portuguese tart, pearl milk tea. yumms(:

harbour city

meni n pedi are cheap there. heh(': my love<3

roasted duck (:

we siblings bonded well.

starbucks there and here are a lil diff as u can see.

couldnt really adapt to the weather

ive got fair complexion. thx to the weather(:

zhuhai.

on the way to zhuhai from macau.

aft a long walk. my dee and i had our "foot spa" in the bath tub.

best ever portuguese tart ehh.

in the ferry to macau

macau.

ninja joe can never beat this.

she's my childish n cute mama(:

my schedule was really hectic cuz when i got back to msia, my college started and i had to get ready for uk's trip. i practically landed in msia for four days and caught my flight to london. i was too tired to even breathe. was in london for 2 weeks. my mission to visit mandy and vilyn failed cuz shrewsbury was 2hours away from london and my parents wouldnt let me travel there alone. so , yeah. i had the time of my life there, esp in paris. everywhere i went, i saw ppl making out(: designer bags there are cheaper, cars there are cheaper, clothes there are cheaper, fashion sense there is better. almost everything there is better but not the weather. i was out of sorts the first day i got there and i wore six layers of clothing. i looked super round i tell u.

siblings(:

attempted for a jumping shot.

motherly love

thats just one big THING.

dats just one little THING (:

camwhore in the train

helped a lovely couple to snap this pic

eyebags. )::

cute lil thing (:

the road is so clean(: nothing like the road here.

we're family(:

smart cars

pierre herme<3 angelina's macarons aint bad too!

eifel tower heh(':

dee's bad shot.

pretty pretty pretty(:

i ate this every morn there. kinda sick of it.

ko (:

he was grabbing the rhino's ballzz

i lurveeee this<3

tom cruise <3 <3 <3

london eye

i guess i got my childishness from her(:

he looks so real here but mehh he's just a wax man.

SHREK! (:

in reality, im the shortest among them.

but im still taller than my lil bro(:

last but not least, the london bridge(:

im to lazy to describe about every pic. so yeah, see it for yourself (:

and for the first time in many years, i had a great time with both my bros (:

CUZ I CANT HIDE FOREVER.

2011-04-24T17:16:00.010+08:00

ive finally decided to revive my blog again. my high school life was a love story. i wouldnt want to recall anything about it anymore. ohw,screwmypast. the last time i blogged was one year ago.i actually wanted to create a new blog but i find it troublesome.i see my babes, jiayi & sueping blog again. so yeah. i've this strong urge to blog too. since i'm free almost almost every day. hey there, i'm in college now! i'm doing foundation in architecture and im not enjoying it. YES. i dont like my course )': many things happened with in a year. oh wells. I DRIVE NOW! a legal driver. heh. ive banged three times and now, i declare myself a good driver on the road(: i went on a trip with my fam to hk & london. had the opportunity to visit paris too. hmmm..land of romance i would say(: loving that place. both my bestfriends, amanda& vilyn are doing good in shrewsbury. i miss them every single day. the wonderful thing called skype makes our friendship bond stronger <3 i love you, BESTFRIENDS. n ohw. not forgetting whats app too. lovely mandy whatsapp me almost every morn to wish me good morn(: i guess it was because i was hung over and i blurted out how much i miss my beztiz

i must mention how i love MCKL(: i visit mckl so often that sometimes, i tend to forget that i'm in taylors. people in mckl are so nice and awesome. theyre so ON and 7WAI. loving the ppl there and the environment there. i just went on a super short trip with em. water sports, FTW ehh (:

peg and i meet up quite often. ohw, suan too(:

thou we;re all in diff colleges, but we still make an effort to meet up.

jiayi's in taylor's lakeside with me. she's back from ns and she's still as hawt as ever. heh(:

i shall let pictures to do the talking. its gonna be messy thou.

last outing with slowmobaby

siewbaobao's surprise "lil party"

i stole her camera's vrginity. heh(:

im always in the middle cuz im the shortest ):

we're family(:

nawww.

the BBGs

moral project

site visit to klcc

cheryl&jeanny babe.

lil amanda.

misc

mini can stand now (:

cherng got bashed up on his 18th.

i must catch up with this woman.

jen's now in germany.

Dad's 50th(20/4)

happy50th, oldman(:

babysue.

watersports <3

ppl from mckl. chunhong&lyetong(:

hi guys, this is chunhong. cute ehh?(:

jiashen(:

ON LAA.

my bao<3

he's still my turning off machine (:

LONDON

heyyah. LONDON. architecture there is so awesome!

gonna update more abt lond pretty soon(:

ive promised amir to give siewbaobao a blast on her 18th(: and i guess she just had her best birthday ever(:

mummy's gonna wish you here again, bao<3

HAPPY 18th, mummy's fav daugh!(19/4)

someone got a polaroid cammie on her 18th(:

heh (; loves!

Desiring a better life(:

2010-03-22T17:14:00.005+08:00

just so to let you know that my bloggie is not really dead.
it's not that dead compared to LEESUEPING's one(: bahahah.
siewbao,pls take note yeah.
gah..i don't really have the mood to blog anymore.
and i don't want to get addicted.hee.
well,there's a quick update about what happened recently(:
i visited taylor's college at sunway and i think i'm gonna go there next year.
i'm not doing architecture nor civil engineering but QS and ID.
yes, i'm donna do double degree(:
sounds cool rite?
but it's gonna take about 8 freaking years.
i'm gonna be like 25 when i've finished these two courses.
i still don't know whether that's what i really want.

on a brighter note, i got back almost all my papers and i didnt fail that much(:
but still i'm at the border line for my important papers):
and oh! i freak-ing-ish-ly failed my moral.
i even told faridah salleh that only orang yang bermoral fails moral.
she said that i pandai lawan cakap for that.
i've never failed moral):
i failed this term because i didnt bring in the nilai paper(:
i'm not gonna do that anymore because heck no am i gonna bring in the nilai paper for spm.
i hate addmaths like crap.
i've never passed that subj.
i know all i need is practice to pass it but i don't have the determination to do so):
i just hope that i'll pass my chem this term.

treasure hunt is on this sat(:
and i've booked my boy early of this year.
cuz this' our last year and i've never been to treasure hunt with him):
don't disappoint me, my heart stealer! (:

study partner(:

at quinnie's (:

my valentine(:

i'm too lazy to upload the rest cuz it's taking ages.
heehee.
suan,this is specially for you!
better love me moree(:

does fighting really make us stronger?
i hate it when we fight):

Don't even try getting me out of this.

2010-02-18T15:19:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR(:

ola(:
don't you people out there find CNY boring?
for me,i spent my new year by gambling most of the time.
this is driving me nuts.
it would be fun if i won $$$ by gambling.
but i lose.
oh darnnnnn.
darn tiger year.

on a brighter note,dad asked me whether i'm interested to go for beautician.((:
&that would make my life much much more easier.
i have no comment for tat.
u see..i have a thing for architecture actually.
but definitely not civil engineering.
nor landscape.
NONONO!
hate studying bout plants.
haihs.
ko might be going for architecture.
i wouldnt want to choose the same path as him.
summore architecture takes many years to complete.
still cant make up my mind yet.
sorry dad)):

celebrated my so called belated valentine's day with my toyboy yest.
it was super short & super potong stim.
what to do.
family first wad((:
but at least i got to see him.
he looks strict with his new specky now(:
n he forced me to eat fish):
bluek.it was...so fishy!!!
i really hope n pray that i love to eat fish.
but i dont.
i only eat not fishy fish.
gah.i'm super choosy.
n dat's the one big thing my boy dislike about me.
but anyhoo.
i still love you!
happy valentine's day
and i promise i'll give you a great one next year!

edited this for US((:

why is it so painful to say goodbye?
still can't tell you that we're gonna be separated when time comes.
cuz i know it really hurts.

lead,free,feed&kiss me.

2010-02-12T14:45:00.010+08:00

united nation day-5/2/10-

in the hall.

setting up the fire.

our booth(:

killing time at the back of the canteen.

dats emma(:chun-ted cute!

jen came frm sin city((:

jiayi dearestt((:

thank me ppl.i took this shot.eheh(:

she kisses me only(:

eh,V!!!touched ah???

camwhoring!dat's wad we do when we're bored.

i'msuchabadkisser.

marc jacobs & ray ban(: i still want the paul frank one)):

little V's head is not in this pic.opps.

V is jealous.hahah.

my cutest toyboy(:

chilling after selling roasted chicken.

cait in sari(:nice!

her hair n her height): i lost to her)):

our school's mirror sucks.

wish my dee was as cute as him:P

clown of 5L

famished.

whr r u,hooooooi??

jogathon-6/2/10-

mandy((:

V's bro,little D!

pavi aft jagathon.
supeeeer tiring.
but quite worthy cuz i experienced something new.hee((:

show to me
that you actually care for me

be there for me
and care to bear for me
i will only feel loved by then.

Till the next time i cry

2010-02-07T15:32:00.003+08:00

i've not been to church for quite sometime.
i did yesterday and i cried like a baby.
i guess i was comforted(:
haha.
things have been a lil mess up lately.
my family&myself.
the warm n tight hugs given by my boy and friends will not really last.
right now,at this very moment....
i dun wanna own anything.
i wanna be homeless.
i rather be an orphan.
but touch wood.
no matter what i'll be tough.
both inside out.
this is why i need you even more.

thou my world may fall,
i'll never let you go.
i'll love you till the very end.

the best surprise is no surprise

2010-01-30T12:12:00.005+08:00

slowmodearestdearestbaby.
happy seventeenth.
i know this is kind of late.
i mean everything was late.
the surprise,cake,ipod,my heart,kissers and even this post.
thou i only got to know you well last year but i'm already into you.
it sounds wrong but u get what i meant lah.
you're smart.
cuz you found out about the ipod.
but you did find out about the surprise a few seconds before the surprise right.
it doesnt matter anymore cuz it's over and you're finally seventeen.
hehe.i cant express my love anymore cuz its shown and given to you dah.
anyway,thanks for accompanying me when my eyes were swollen the other day.
ur sis's class,5P,office,5P,office,back to 5P n office again.
quite a long journey thou.
i owe you big for that.

cherng can be a perfect pengacau.

committee+bday girl.

thx jing for all your hard-works.

our hearts<3
always my lil slowmobaby.

scold.ignore.care.
do they belong to love?

he can be replaced by them(:

2010-01-21T22:35:00.009+08:00

it has been quite some time, i know.
hee.soree.
form 5 in no more a honeymoon year.
i;ve been staying up late for a few nights,doing the same thing.
on a happier note,its done!!!(:
slowmo!grrr.
that girl.
should i be mad at her?
i cant):
cuz she's too smart.
n she's finally seventeeeen.
anyhoo.she thinks that my blog is dead.
sorry lah.
my schedule is pretty hectic now.
tuition on weekends.
i can never sleep later than 8am every single day dy.
and now,
GEO):
shall post up pictures to explain everything.

guess where?mandy's place(:darn nice balcony view!lovessss.

hoooooi was at dome waiting for us.eheh.

no need editing lah.cuz u're always pretty.both inside & outside.

foursome on the bed.

went straight down to pav aft changing.how convenient huh?

for the first time.

dun wanna end this.

in such a short time we had many shots taken.

why must u guys play such a big role in my heart?

explain pls:)
cuz the day you make me cry,
my babies were day to make back my day.

bang yiying,

2010-01-12T16:42:00.003+08:00

happy birthday little one!
you're now the oldest and yet the shortest in the class:)
i'm happy to stand next to her(:
hee.cuz i actually feel TALL.
PANG YI YING.
she's siewbao's granddaughter.
so,she's my cicit.
thou her height is like that but she can play net ball very well.
she's good at snatching ball too.
so,dont underestimate her((:
maybe that's the gift given by god.
oh,n she likes PURPLE too!!!
siewbao likes purple as well.eheh.
just like me(:
haih.
time passes really fast.
i just hope that time will pass really slow this year.
cuz i wanna hang out more with them):
keep thinking of them leaving me one by one.
this is freaking annoying.
but nothing is more annoying than my eng teacher.
hate her like shyte.
never will have any fun english lesson anymore.
never wanted her to be my freaking eng teacher.
cuz i have to see her almost everyday.
miss baljit now)):
thou i know i can never learned anything from her.
but still..at least she's more reasonable than MUTIARA.
i'm really soree,cherng.
i'll shut my ass off next time):

this entry is so purplish!
for you,yiying!
but please ignore the lines for mutiara.
grandgrandmama xoxo u tmr(:

i think i've fallen for you again(:

happy NEW WEE CHERNG!

2010-01-05T16:41:00.007+08:00

party at new's place.
sounds familiar?
yes,his place AGAIN.
yeah..he always has party at his house.
why ah,cherng?
but i like it.heee.
let me describe this year's new year in one word.
it was incredible!
lotsa credd to chernggg(:
&&&cherng's mum for the food(:
it was one of my best new year.
cuz i got to wish someone special to me on the exact day.
yupp as in face to face.
can hardly go out anymore after cherng's party.
cuz my oldman will never allowed me to go for any party this year.
blame spm.gahh.
its aitee for me i think.
cuz i'll only have to suffer and wait for one more year.
wheeheehee((:
then things are gonna change(:
imagine me driving(:
can you can you???
i'm so darn excited about this point.
hahah.
gonna take my undang soon.
then..license!
then spm):
frigging spm,i'm gonna suffer for you):
ola.
took loads of pictures that day.
had loads of fun too.
thanks again cherng.
i always owe you.
eheh.
oh oh!
i slept over at jiayi's place that day too.
my first sleeping over at friend's house.
heheh.love it!
wore her cloths and used her stuff.
cuz i didnt know i was gonna stay over.
aiteee.
pictures(:

horny crabby.

jeeeahhyii(:

siewbaobao(:

usual hanging out area.

wore cherng's cloths again.

ivan pujuk-ing siewbao.hehe.

boy<3

with elii((:

awful scar.yeee.

kyew went wild.

adore her lil xmas hat.

cat women>.<

thx piggy(:

sangcaleb.

beebee.

sweaty+sticky us.

chrislovesMU came back.

this is kinda weird but i still like it.

he smiles like a kid(:

siewbao&piggy

no matter how much they fight..

they will still get back tghr and be a sweet couple like this:)

even audrey came back too.

we the girls.

yewsingchai is acting cute.hahah.

darn.
lost retainer.
teeth started moving):
most of all,
hate this year's teacher
esp moses.

notputtingyouasmyfirstpriority.NOT!

2009-12-31T14:53:00.004+08:00

mandy ma babe is baccccccccc!!!
wheeee.
hehe.
the girl who can always cheer ppl up with her smiles(:
cheer me up,man!!!:(
i'm...i'm..nvm:(
welcome back,babe!((:
gonna meet up with the TMIG later.
*even happier*
wheeeeeeeee.wheeeeeeeeeee.
hope slowmo,hooooooooi&mandy will be there too.
but this is imposible:(
hahah.
happy new year,people!

toomuch.

iknowicantblameyou.

butstill.

you'retoomuch!)):

screamed my lungs out.

2009-12-30T15:28:00.003+08:00

went fish spa with my dee and cussie jovin at pavi.
i've never tried that and wanted to give it a try.
i screamed once i put my legs in the tank and lifted up my legs back to the land.
i tried putting my legs in again and i lifted them up again.
hahah.
it was a nice try.
jovin asked me to stand the ticklishness of the fishes bites for a few minutes
and then i will eventually get used to it.
and i did:)
between the few minutes time of me tahan-ing,i was laughing and screaming.
jovin lent his hand for me to squeeze and pinch too.
and at last i did not scream anymore.
i felt nice after the fish spa.
but i dont know whether my legs are cleaned.
but i'll not go for that anymore.
cuz once in my life is enough dyy:)
if you guys havent tried that,you guys should give a try.
you guys might like it.:)

forcing myself to smile naturally.

and i did i guess..

fishes started to go to my feet.eheh.

urgh..look at this!creepy.

2009 is just gonna end like that(;
gonna miss this year like nuts.
hope to have a better year ahead with my babies.

Final dinner of the year.

2009-12-30T13:52:00.005+08:00

yesterday was my lil dee's birthday.
the 29th of december:)
ivan and weijun thud "dee" is a short form of dadee.
no!!!
i call my lilttle bro "dee" and i never called my dad "dadee" or "dee".
not even once.
mark my word.NEVER.
cuz i'll never dare to call him that.
well..everything went on well.
ate dinner at plaza damas with kaijie and her mama.
i knew he had a great time.
cuz he blushed when kaijie kissed him on his cheeks.0.0
anyhoo.
happy birthday,dee!
you're finally eleven.
but yet you're still one head shorter than me.
hahah.thou i'm short enough dyy):
grow taller and fatter,little brat.
you're always my favourite boy at home:)

kaijie:)

kaijie.dee.kaima

fam+kaijie

grandchildren and grandmas

loveyah dee<3

stayed up late for few nights.
my eye bags are really big now(:
blame my new gadgets.(:
play&enjoy to the max before school reopens.

stuck in my head>:(

2009-12-27T15:19:00.006+08:00

i celebrated Christmas eve at bangsar.
supeeer crowded.
epecially the clubs.
and i got sprayed by strangers.ahhh.
i joined the fun.
bought 6 bottles of snow spray to craze with the crowds.:)
mummy didnt let me to drink cocktail but shandy.hmph.
no feeling.:(
took bath when i reached home at 2 in the morning.
was freaking tired and i had to get up early the next day to visit my granpa in the hosp.
so,basically i celebrated my xmas in the hosp:(
at least dats better than spore.
but i hope i was there cuz bb was there too.
haiz nvm.
granpa is more important.
went for christmas function at ivan's church yest.
it was not bad:)
especially when kyew said that calvin was one of the seven deers.
calvin aint a deer!
cupid is lah
suannie was there too.
had great time bonding with my diary.
hope the rest of the girls were there too.
school's gonna reopen soon.
when r we gonna go out?
highlighted it cuz i really mean it:(

fellow girls,
i really need to see you guys like so badly:(
i'm sorry for not sleeping over.
it clashed with my camp:(
ahh..my heart.
PAIN you know.

faster than ever.

2009-12-24T16:12:00.004+08:00

emerge was awesome awesome shyte.
ivan fetched me to his church with the guys along.
but we were late cuz ivan woke up late.
cuz the guys were smart enough to watch paranormal activity the night before.
i've done wrong things throughout the entire camp.):
sowee dadeegod.
i kena lectured by B on the way home.
and i hav to attend lesson on how to socialize for that.
B will be my tutor:)
still wondering whether he's able to change me...
well..i admit i look and dress mature but i;m still acting very childish indeed.
eheh.
bukit gang-bang is a really nice resort n the food there were yummy:)
i thk i've gained a few pound. T.T
the speaker,mike pilavachi managed to entertain the 240 of us 3days berturut-turut.
cuz he always comes out with funny jokes and accent.
i still cant explain why i fell asleep in the middle of the sermon thou.
i was too tired i guess.
or dats me:)
i've gone wild on the second night.
proof?
shuennynn's face.0.O
i left 3scars on her face:(
it was more to an accident lah actually.
the light was off.we were on the bed.i kept kicking her until she got annoyed.
then she tickled me.i got sensitive and i....hahah.u know wad happened next:)
bobo has taken a video of me gone wild.
but luckily it's unclear.eheh.
i took not-so-many pictures from the camp.
more is with weijoe.:)
enjoy:)

jelly skin.

someone thks we're perfect cuz we're yongshui=.="

pose for the cammie:)

bkt gang-bang is a really nice resort:)

convincing me not to swim:(

e-li-za&katrina:)

bus mate

eliza!she's darn cute!

we all love her.

cekeeek-ing:)

the best hair man.

apartment mate.bobo&stanko

girls hunter.

no doubt.he's a poser.

i'm really touched n glad cuz you went.
hope you dint get freaked out during the entire thing.
thou i did not get what i wished.
but at least i've shared with you bout it:)

bring me with you pweeeese

2009-12-10T17:26:00.003+08:00

tomorrow is gonna be annoying.
i'm not that sure actually.
cuz i dunoo which one to go.
aitee.
shall just write em down.
1.paint ball*never played that before:(*
2.berbonding with church friends*cuz i feel really drifted apart from them*
3.work for oldman*dunwan to get scolded*
4.go kiara with dee*gym:),steam bath:)*

you see.
so many options.
which one to choose?
ahh.
btw,i think.yeahh,i thk slowmobaby will be back tmr;)
well dats the good news.
but amandaleeynhtyng n chuapeihooi will be goin out of the town tmr.
wad is this weihh????
do they actually care about GNO?
or only i do?
fellow girls.
i need to see you guys.

i wanna be a pet.
a cute doggie if i could choose.
mini aint bad too.
then i dunhave to doubt so much like now.

piggy's party-6/12/09-

2009-12-09T13:54:00.012+08:00

it was a terrible day for me thou.
i tell you ah i was in the cab for two frigging hour.
around mines area only summore.
i could have reached peg's place at 5.30 from my place.
but the damn smart driver didnt know peg's place but he assumed that he knows when i asked.
i past through 8 tolls.
yes,EIGHT TOLLS.
and the meter was running up to 70bucks ++.
i was panicking in the cab when i saw the time and the taxi fare.
i kept calling peg for direction again and again.
the taxi driver wanted only 30 from me but peg thinks it was expensive.
nvm.i had bad luck that day.
blame it on my luck.
ryte,peg?;)
i reached her house at 7.
yea,super late.sob.
missed lotsa fun i guess;(
thou it was short but i'm satisfied.
cuz my beebee was there;)

cherng;s fav pose.

where's peg?

i thk i was holding the cammie.i'm really bad at this.

kyew farted halfway;)

siewbao:this mummy ah,damn wasteful man.

karaoke-ing.

push.push.push.pull-.-''

siewbao doesnt look like mama.

lola;)

another shot.

spot the ghost.

no kidding.ghost hunting;)

vern.

before the lrt ppl left:)

its only december.
why is the time moving so slow at this time?
cant wait to get together with the others.

mark my word

2009-12-09T13:40:00.003+08:00

yesterday was amazing;)
thanks to my hard work;)

my fav toyboy;). shh.

happy fifth,one and only!
love you<3.
my wish came true.
you were the first.
yeah,on the exact day.

havent you heard?

2009-12-04T00:03:00.002+08:00

the one who loves the least
controls the whole relationship.

it always ends with a smile.

2009-12-03T23:31:00.003+08:00

outdoor activities never failed to get my spirits up.
i'm goin to ivan's church camp from the 14th to 17th.
you see that?
i didnt even go to my church's one.
shhh.feel really guilty.
on a happier note,bb is going as well.whee.
i havent talked to my oldman bout it.
but i'll go no matter what cuz i always have my own way.
even if i know that leesiewbao is not going ;(
no matter how hard i persuade her,she still doesnt want to go.
what a disobedient daughter i have.
anyhoo.
welcome back ;).
me miss you;)
ma babyslowmo is setting off to perth tomorrow for a week.
you see.
one is back.
and now,another one will be gone.
when will the four of us get together?

our fifth month,vern's camp and xmas!!!
ohw..i cant wait!

i dont need it.
cuz i dont belong to that type.
all i want
is to be the one.

deadlock

2009-11-29T15:16:00.005+08:00

school hols are getting bored.
bored bored bored):
i really hope and wish i can follow my mum to milan thou i know she goes there only to shop.
but my sucky results are against me.
i dont get anything for granted):
that's too bad and veryyyy sad for me.
gonna celebrate xmas at s'pore.
i go there almost every year.
and this sucks.
cuz this is gonna be so bored.
i've just downloaded this application called photoscape.
looked through all the pictures and i realized something.
i've gone through an awesome year(;
with my beloved kissers and TMIG and of course,you<3.
i love i love i love em all(;
thx for making my life so wonderful.

my precious babies:)

and them too.cuz they rock my world.

i'm sick and you're my medicine.
i;ll always need you.
cuz you make me feel so alive.

That's the way back to life.

2009-11-27T19:01:00.009+08:00

my life gets kinda of complicated sometimes but i really dont try to make it that way.
you gotta trust me somehow.
anyhoo.lets get back to craps.
taylor lautner is awesome HOT.
but i still prefer robert pattison more.
cuz too muscular is scary.
luckily bb isnt muscular but i hope and wish he was.
cuz i dunwanna be bigger than him in size.
you see that,mandy?
i'm facing it thou i dun like it:)
two more days to your homecoming.
i'm missing you like crazyyy.
i'm bored playing with baybee.
cuz baybee doesnt reply me like you always do.

baybee:)missing someone?

i'm not gonna doubt at this point that my dog is the cutest creature on the earth.
much much more cuter than chocolate(mandy;s pet) and also baybee.
eheh.
cuz mini is bully-able.

you're my know-it-all man.

2009-11-24T15:32:00.003+08:00

i hope i'm not back with new news,girls.
but i thk you could already sense something especially my damn smart muaxxiemuaxxie.
i'm missing my girls already.
but i';ll miss my bb MORE.
for he'll not be around for six days.
have fun in china.
your fav language country:)
didnt have a chance to say bye cuz i'm too piggy dah.
sorry.
i didnt know you'll leave that early.
the baby that u got me will entertain me when u're not around:)
at least i wouldnt be that bored now.

you said i'll love it.
so,i gave it a try.

just a little less jaded.

2009-11-24T14:07:00.014+08:00

SUPERMASSIVE SWEET16!

social night turned out to be not bad.
hope slowmobaby and hoooi were there.
i found it a lil boring cuz of my very own problem.
yeah, i was a little disappointed at myself cuz of my stunt.
i lied to my bb that i couldnt show up.
i didnt know that he actually trusted me and he didnt feel like coming too.
i kept on apologizing to him on phone and he came to bring away my guilt.
hee.i knew you wouldnt want to leave me alone.
he came late and left early:(
i told him that i shouldnt have came to SN.
cuz that makes no difference even if i was there or not.
but i didnt mean it at all.
NOT at all.
i know i've kinda hurt him but i was sad too.
anyways,i love the way he reacted.
he's always my bb:)
my charming punya bb:)
i'll post some pics here and the more on facebook cuz it'll take me ages to upload all the pictures here.

with my damn long hair.its fake btw.
thx to chengyee for letting me to own it for a few mins.

jinhean:)

the musketeers + me.

adrianda, crabby and the sista:)

love his tie.love her clutch.love my bangle.

adriana looks damn small here.hahah.

love my other half sista.

trying hard to act cool.

leon.mandy

at mandy's place.before we left.

girls today.

suettyngtiong:)

jiayi's fake lashes is damn cool.

dun be jealous yah,slowmo:)

all cocktails.how cool huh?

swannie.ma babe.

group pictha.

group pic take2

camwhoring in the car.

cherng doesnt have a sexay lips.

piggy:)

one and only one:)

i'm still so much shorter than him thou i was wearing super high heels.

this is wad we call adik beradik.cuz we're about the same height:)

i hate shaping my brows.i dun look like myself.

waiter en joon.he looks exactly like one.

hold me tight to your heart.
dun ever let go of me again.

how wonderful
that tomorrow can change
what happened today.

fourth.

2009-11-17T23:54:00.003+08:00

i dun thk remembering monthsary is 'too much'.
but i thk you find it hard.
hor?
or maybe i'm expecting too much.
being the last one to wish is better than not wishing at all.
but....cuz..i dunno why too.
i'm very small gas at certain issue especially this one.
hope you can beat mandy and slowmobaby to be the 1st one.
at least once:)

i like beach:)
and i find beach a very suitable place for emo people.
yea,was at pd on our fourth month.
and i was waiting for something but it only came 30minutes before midnight.
pfft.waited long enough.
i know u did it on purpose.
but still.
nvm.

yes.i brought my dog along there too.

my ma and dee.

exhausted lil mini.

if only you were there.

wanna maintain this special bond.
but i'm still expecting a lil more.

completely unnecessary

2009-11-17T23:41:00.002+08:00

mum is asking me what i want for xmas.
my dee suggested cosmetic set cuz he knows i want annasui stuff.
but i thk thats not really necessary cuz i can always use hers.
maybe i should get smthg from thomas sabo:)
i've fallen in love with the peace sign pendant.
oh my..dey are so pretty:)
sn is drawing closer and closer.
its like only 3 days away.
and i dun feel like goin to school anymore.
cuz school is damn frigging boring.
try asking slowmobaby.
and she'll definitely agree.

i'm used to it.
i'm used to you not telling me .
or maybe i'm looking forward to this fri.
so,dats it.
no hard feelings at all:)

Sachiko my nightmare.

2009-11-16T16:54:00.013+08:00

well, you can say that i'm not a good host.
but sachiko aint a good guest too!
kept on telling and telling others on how much i suffered cuz of sachiko when they asked.
yes i cried cuz i couldnt take it anymore.
yes i know i wasnt kind enough.
i've tried my very best but i just cant tolerate with her anymore.
she has attitude problem.
i'm the super sad and unlucky one to get her.
it all started on friday night when i brought her to klcc by train.
i ordered nasi bojari and cendol for her but she only ate half of the spoon of nasi bojari and two spoons of cendol.
she said she felt like vomiting.
i thought the food were too oily for her or something.
so,i had to finish her food for her.
i called mdmleong to help me cuz i couldnt understand a single thing she said.
guess wad?
mdm leong actually came to klcc together with the two japanese teachers to visit that darn sachiko.
that darn sachiko told her teacher that she doesnt want to sit train.
WTH.she's damn picky.
missleong sent both of us back to my house later on.
i planned to bring her to walk around kl after dinner at mdmkwans actually.
but oh well.she sendiri cari pasal.
i thought she would be ok the next morning.
i took her to mv by cab since she doesnt want to sit train.
met up with eri and misaki(peggy's guest),stan and genta there.
oh dear.they were damn fun to mix with.
unlike my darn sachiko.
we brought the jap to bowl before we headed to klcc to meet up with others by cab.
gosh.sachiko was squatting by the road once she got down the cab.
i didnt know what to do so i called stan.
i called mdmleong too.
and i'm asked to bring her home to sleep:(
yes.i know.very very sad for me.
mdm leong paid a visit to my house and she brought along my lunch too.
she's damn nice:)
she brought sachiko to doctor when she found out that she has super slight fever.
i followed them cuz i had to.
after bringing sachiko to doctor,mdm leong drove to klcc cuz sachiko's teacher was there.
i think sachiko ruined mdmleong's weekend.and mine too!
if i were mdmleong,i wouldnt want to layan this kind of problem.
oh gosh.sachiko and her teacher spent so long talking in mdmleong's car like no one was there besides them.
that darn sachiko actually wanted her teacher to book another room next to her teacher;s room just for her.
she actually asked for orange flavoured japanese jelly when her teacher asked her what she wants to eat.
efffffff her weih.
mdmleong and i joined cherng's party after everythg is settled.
i left her at cherng's house that night cuz i was fed up.
brought her luggage to mv the next morning to meet up with cherng and his two guests and my darn sachiko.
thanks cherng!:)
i owe you a lot.eheh.
i know you're a great friend but still i like to bully you.
but whatever i've done,i've never thought of making use of you.
i just want to make it clear here.
oh,i forgot to mention that she did not eat for friday's dinner and the whole saturday.
do you think she's on diet?
cuz i myself dunno too.
&&&&!she always isolates herself from others too.
what a sad kid:(

and now,pictures:)
ichinisan!

ohw.sachiko could play quite well.

CHERNG"S HSE(2nd day)

he has found his match.

peggy,wad do u thk of cherng?:)

moeka.she;s damn cute:)

kesuke.kyew.caleb

jing.

with the hottie.

kaivern.
ps:look at vern's lips.

i dun thk you know that i took this one.dont you?

always my sifu:)

couple of the day.

SALOMA(last day)

yesh!!:(dats sachiko.:(

hooi&her guest.minami

teaching us origami.

the not bad looking japs.

clubbing girls.:)

haha.he's supposed to look like a nerd.but he doesnt look like one here.

saho is damn pretty.

lala pose.

the guys.

genta& stan.

sry,i cant rmb their names.

green shirt one is not bad looking rite?:)

seowwei helped to layan her.thx lots!

was i putting a fake smile?

i'm super sure tat this is a real one.

all wesleyans.

i still thk kesuke is the coolest.

ahh..kesuke!:)

i'm so gonna miss moeka.

ruthraz's guest,megamall(dats wad he called him)

kesuke!

juin and maeling's guests.

the poor poor victims and the evil one.haha.smile till damn fake.

goodbye jappy:(

the first pic with her;)we shall take more next time.

saho,chloe's one.

they criedT.Ti forced myself to cry too but i couldnt cuz i couldnt recall any good side of sachiko.

the middle one looks and acts like koeshern.haha.

prime with his durian for the japs.

the sense(jap's teacher)

smallwei and her guest.

thanks for being there for me when i needed you.
your hand is all i need when i'm down.

happy returns.

2009-11-10T18:49:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ahONGSUANYEAN!

the one i can always rely on and always my diary too:)
i know i didnt do much but i really hope u'll like everything.
thanks for lending your ears and shoulders when i needed them.

smile more and cheer up more:)
you're such a great friend that i will never want to lose.
hope you had a fab sixteen.
&....i lurve you!

Dont know how it happened.

2009-11-07T14:24:00.002+08:00

i'm hosting a japanese from 13th to 15th.
my dad was speechless after he has seen the pic.
just like me..hahah.
but i'm gonna treat her really well.
we're hoping for a prettay one.
but oh well.
i'm gonna do my job well.

gonna dance for the jap as well.
ahh..i cant dance.
even miss leong laughed at me when i did the steps.
they said bb influenced me with all the sick moves.
maybe;)

LEOniversal studio.

2009-11-07T13:30:00.007+08:00

woke up at 8 yest.
thx to slowmo for miss calling me SIX TIMES.
i reached school around 9 and rushed to lecture theater for chem re-test.
thou i was late but i still could be there for leo's carnival.
i'm sorry to say that iFUN is funner than LEOniversal studio.
dats the fact.
LEOniversal studio is fun but then iFUN is funner.
eheh.
i couldnt get wet or else i'd say that leoniversal studio is funner than ifun.
i had nothing to do with the 30bucks ticket besides sitting down and used it on hooi's homemade crabstick and also pearl milk tea.
slowmo had butterfly in her stomach due to the milk tea i guess.
we spent the rest of the day in 4C chatting and camwhoring and watched the guys playing bball.
its nice to watch actually:)
had good time chatting with cait too.
wanna her to go sn:(

happy birthday AZA!
am i too early?

we look a lil alike here,no?

wet and sticky them.

this is wrong but cool.

hooi's crabstick is not bad.

ravrav is bac=)

we're bad at camwhoring.hahah

me.drian.slowmo

they're the elephant glue.wad to do?

dotaboy & some leo-ers

came across this guy with bb's jersey no.but wad a weird name.

jiayi&mandy

mandy's better at camwhoring.haha.

told you so.

but not this piece.

slowmo's always the slow one.

AZA.my half mummy.

is it getting better?

i hate my tongue.
i always burst secrets out.
but i'm glad that u made a move.
dun be a chicken.
cuz that doesnt help.

a little something to please myself.

2009-11-07T12:25:00.008+08:00

ZOO(4/11/09)
i injured myself:(
i have butter legs i think.
i hate to see bruises and scars on my legs.
ahh..i dont want to have more and more scars.
i want my wound to heal cuz i wanna go sn with clean and smooth legs.
trip to zoo was BORING.
yeap,BORING:(
i prefer theme park like so much so much more.
pictures:)

fyi,dats cherng!

handmade prop.creative huh?

ah chong quinnie:)

ah hooooooi.

grr..horny bunny.

jon's tail is darn cute;)but tak lasak.

my sad sad punya knee.

lik couldnt beat chor.ahh..a lil bit more.

sugar bunnies:):)

slave of the day.(lik)

the children called us serigala terlepas:(

mandy's grey shoe is clear to be seen.eheh.

we make her smile again;]

we still get to unite.

cute !i like this pose.haha.look at lik.

no skinnies for a period of time.only shorts and dress;(

the world'd be nothing without you.

you are my forever:)

2009-11-05T19:40:00.002+08:00

cherng has deleted some of his obscene pics.
sorry,cherng.
i didnt noe you actually took it seriously.
gah..this effing dude i know has revealed my secret.
but i gotta thank this dude somehow.
btw,i think you should get a life you shoe wiper.
nowonder you never had a perfect life.
i dun care whether we are related or not but i was bloody mad at what you've done/said.
but my bb wants me to forget & forgive.
oh well..i'll listen to him.
no way for me to tolerate with those people again.
anyways,thanx for telling the whole world about US.
i will not talk bout this anymore.
i will pray for you instead.

babyslowmo will always be the first one to wish me on our month-sary.
you will always be the last one:(
it doesnt matter actually.
cuz no matter wad,i'll make you WISH me.

cause i saved a few and keep them in jar.

2009-11-05T14:08:00.000+08:00

to the fellow F5s,
good luck and all the best.
i got misty eyes when they say farewell.
cuz i hate goodbyes.
i'll always remember the dead goldfish i know.
cuz you've taught me bio. cuz you've brought us together. cuz you care for her.

i'm like a volcano filled with lava,
about to erupt.

there's no question but a lesson.

2009-10-30T13:34:00.009+08:00

skip school AGAIN to stay away from my friends.
wanna make sure that i'm completely fine when i'm back to school for post exam activities.whee.
suan is sick cuz of me.sowee.
big city small love song wont stop playing in my head:)
thou u've sang only once but the song is in my head dy.
maybe dats because you've never done that before.
thanks to you,sweeeet one:)
hope that weijun will keep his promise.
to stay away from comp and teach him.
new's bbq party was not bad.
her mum's cakes were awesome!yummy:)
besides the fact that bb wasnt there:(
he said that hivern could replace him.
but.....can meh,b??:(
siewbao and i reached cherng's house really early but he wasnt there yet.
so,we explored his room and looked through his album.
thanks for dumping your friends at home while you sendiri having fun playing golf outside,cherng!
eheh.i have plenty of pictures to post up:)

he was once bald.cute huh?

ah cherng wee new:)

was too bored waiting for his arrival.

poser:)

i guess this is how cherng shits.ryte,u?
SHUT UP!!!

his collection of boxers:p

cherng's wardrobe.

we were too free + bored dah.

always the loveydowey one:)

luilui.

text-ing mir ah?

thats a real pencil thou.

suan.

meer imitating pingg.

*to be continued*
sorry,connection prob.

cherng's bbq party.

2009-10-25T17:13:00.003+08:00

i'm at cherng's place now:)
he's not here.
he went for driving range.
oh wait.cherng plays golf???????hahah.
siewbao and i explored his room.
his super cute mama showed us his pictures.
we saw his NAKED pics.
i'll blog more by then.
ciao.

HIIIII! (sueping)

string up.

2009-10-19T15:25:00.011+08:00

i can be very pessimistic sometimes.
i hate all the negative thoughts and i seriously have to get rid of them.
i'm hanging confused because of my very own attitude.
i can simply make a conclusion without seeking for the truth.
sorry for the misunderstandings& also ignorance .
now,i know.
and for that, i'm veryyyy soree.
i shall make it up back.
you might think that i'm selfish and small gas.
dats why i need someone like you who can tolerate with me like crazy.
feel like locking myself in a room full of hard drinks and get hangover just like that.
mandy has contributed a lot.
thx again,woman.
you've been helping me again and again.
and i guess that's wad you call a true friend,right?
i will go to my friends when i think i kena bullied.
at least i know where and who to rely on.
and to the someone who doesn't appreciate my card,
thanx for your ear and your time.
i hope you know yourself.
anyways,happy belated birthday:)
see!i do remember:)eheh.just that i'm late.

i think my blog is lack of pictures,no?
i will have to pour some out from my cammie then.

[holiday villa-16th oct]

rach.me.zoe's sexyy back

zoe&the models

zoe:)

gabby.he wannabe a weirdo i guess.

i have to believe in myself.
let the light
shine on me.

no more hiding.

2009-10-19T12:24:00.004+08:00

whats pressure ah?

pressure equals vilyn.
me|chris

slowmobaby is drowning herself with pressure.
can you give me some?
cuz i dunno what it's like.
i've found my external joy.
but my internal joy,
where are you?
i saw this awesome powsome body hugging cocktail at mng. but i promised myself to only shop after my finals. haihs.

right now,i can only bully mini and also my dee to make myself smile.

.

i'm not crazy.
just undefinable.

to feel lonely in the crowd.
to feel cold under the sun.
to feel dark in the light.
dats me right now.

not in these imperfections.

2009-10-16T15:15:00.004+08:00

student exchange trip to aussie is cancelled.
i wanna go japan even if its more expensive cuz i dunhav other choices.
my parents allow me to join the trip but its FULL.
darn.
so,this is it.
life is always unfair especially mine.
my dad only allows me to follow mum to milan only if i get good results.
this is a vacation.
i dun freaking understand why he has to judge everything by my results.
i barely slept this week except for last night.
cuz exam is half over and my dearest daughter asked me to put the exam aside and do what i want.
i chose to be a pig.
i was laughing at mandy's pale face and her eye-bags yest.
i guess i hav to laugh at myself now cuz my eye-bags is bigger than hers.
exam always give me eye-bags and i hate it.
i'm super disappointed at myself.
i hate addmaths among all the science subjects.
i freaking need tuition for addmaths.
i think i'm gonna fail addmaths super badly for my finals.
chem,+maths(p2) &bio(p3) papers next week.
i have to seriously revise on these four days.
cuz idon'twanttofailsomuch.

i will try to make it better.
i swear.

it's always been like this.isn't it?

2009-10-16T15:02:00.004+08:00

even if the cold war is the reason why my heart is broken apart,
i'll still stand firm to face everything.
maybe by setting you free makes you happier.
but my heart is not agree with me.
i will do whatever i can to make it works and lasts.
am i standing at the right path and doing what is right?

can't block it.

2009-10-15T16:04:00.001+08:00

i cant control my own feelings.
if i could,i will not live in agony now.
life sucks.
but i'm still cool with everything.
more to pretending actually.

our territory:)

2009-10-03T09:55:00.006+08:00

Sumir:babyroom
S&J:hotelroom
ivan:janitor room???!!
meeee:toilet:)

went chi ceong kai [china town]with ah lui(siew bao),ah chai(jon)&kajie(eric) to makan yest.
i took train there:).wheee.
i was very excited at first cuz i've never been there with train.
i ordered 'ma lat tong noodle'.
it was sizzling hot & spicy too.
my mouth could take it but my tummy couldnt.
anyhow,i managed to finish it:).
ohw..i wanna go there again!
curry&asam laksa will be next.

mmm..slurrrp.

my friends are being protective over me.
they know that i bottle up my feelings. but i shared with them how i felt.
they know that i dare not to tell bb how i felt.
so,they told him for me:)
what did they tell him?i wanna know desperately here.eheh.
mandy&b refused to tell me.
i'm lucky to have such great friends.
guess that my prob is settled dy.no?
thx mandy.thx slowmo.
heartyouheartyouheartyou!

training myself to taste more food:)
as you said,can eat dun waste:)

ease me with pain.

2009-09-30T15:45:00.004+08:00

i'm bored:(
bored of studying.
surprisingly,not stressed at all.
that was my adorable dog.taken when he was 3mnths.
the cutest moment of mini.
he's not that cute anymore cuz he;s often kena tortured by me now=)
i'm such a mean owner,i know:(
everyone who has seen how i treated my dog will 100% agree with me.
i love mini actually.
just that the way i love him is slightly different.

the mini now.kena bullied by me.tsk tsk.
but that doesnt mean that i dont love him.
oh yeah=)

nothing is forever.
even my dog,mini.
he'll be in heaven one day.
i dunno why i mentioned bout this.
maybe this prob is crazily spinning around my freaking head.
i must solve this or else i don't think i can concentrate studying chem:(
is there really forever?
prove to me that something is actually meant to be forever then.

tellmewhyi'mnotinyourheart?
pls tell me that i'm not lying to myself.

Humour&Heart

2009-09-30T13:11:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 16TH ,JONNY SON!

my son has finally turned 16=)

JONATHAN WONG KOK LUN-26th sept-

TMIG and others have planned a surprise party for him after school yest.
thou it wasnt really a surprise but i bet he had lotsa fun.
they got him a box of condom.
jon offered me,mir&steven one.
HeckNo for me to accept it or else mandy is gonna kill me.
cuz i've promised her that i'll stay at my level now.
eheh.

cuz love isnt only bout excitement=)

flower welcomes sun:)

2009-09-30T11:54:00.002+08:00

i have to deal with some family probs.dats why i'm absent today.
guess wad??my maid smokes n she makes out with random guys(indonesian).
she charges 60bucks per time.
she called ppl up to the house when no one was at home.
hahah.cheapskate.
this is seriously terrible.
my mum suspects that she steals too.
i'm asked to stay at home today to look after my horny maid.
my mum had a big argument with her this morning and i was afraid that she would hurt my mum.
she's FAT+SHORT+FUGLY+FIERCE.
why would anyone wanted to make out with her?
this is crazzzyy.
oh yah.she has big boobs =p.
i think her big boobby explains everything.
thankfully,her agent came to bring her away.
i've never came into this situation before.
one word,hilarious!=)

baby,Idon'twanttoloseyourightnow.

a strong bond that will never part

2009-09-29T12:59:00.000+08:00

my dee who used to say,"no,he cant be your bf cuz i dont really like him!"
he's now on my side and he's supporting me.whee.

bb said that exam is in my face.
he's trying to warn me to study actually.
right,b?
no more blogging after this cuz i have to start focusing dy.
i promised myself not to fail so much after i got back my mid-term results.
i seriously cant disappoint my parents,AGAIN.

2009-09-28T16:02:00.000+08:00

my addmaths hw is again,piling up:(

pav's red box.(24th sept)

2009-09-26T11:31:00.004+08:00

met bb,nken&stan at titiwangsa monoreil station with SUMIR before we hit to redbox.
i was still quite "cold" at bb for putting my square.
siewbao made him change into the shirt i got him.
thx,dearest daugh!
i thk its quite big on him.nken thinks it was fugly:(:(:(darnnn him.
my mood changed right after he said that.
i know he was just joking but i dunno why i actually took it seriously.
ohhhh..i met new lovebirds:)eheheh.
sweeeeeet sekali:)
congrats yeaa:)
that ivan asked me to ignore bb for the WHOLE DAY.
is that possible?
hahah.i dun thk i can do that.
dats why i layan-ed him at last.=)
i left a deep mark on his hand before i left pav.
pain huh?eheh.
i left super early:(
cuz i had to bring my dog along to the airport to fetch my parents.
my parents treat my dog like a diamond.
dats my parents and dats all for that day.

the four babies.

seorang sebiji cake.cool huh?

with SUMIR:)

dearest ah lui<3

the guys,

bb with his shirt:)

my dee can be a good listener and helper at times.
he cares a lot about me and i just realized that.
he hates it when i wear low cut spaghetti straps.
and he hates it when i shop with my bag unzipped.
what a caring little bro i have=)
my deee met bb.
he was awkward at first but at the end they became friends=)
moon&francis.eheh.

breathless kisses,
i need you.

there really is good in the world of mine.

2009-09-24T22:05:00.002+08:00

for you,i'll change into a better person.
no more black face.pfft.
i cant promise you bout that.
cuz i ignore my family and my beztiz when i'm mad.
but i even ignore you too.
but why on your auspicious day?
i blame myself for all these.

For sunshine will come after the rain.

2009-09-23T20:54:00.002+08:00

cuz you've just "put my square".
i'll start counting from now.
issit too much?

not mad.
but just a little unsatisfied.

hold my words:)

2009-09-23T09:46:00.013+08:00

firstly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the four bday babies:).

Steven Tan SVen

Vetton Lee

Liew Syap.

Chin Seow Wei
-24th Sept-

Same age,same day&same school!
wad a coincidence huh=)
yeapp.and they are gonna celebrate their bday tghr tmr.

vetton:)

bb<3

sifu Steven:)

SmallWei:)i took this from her blog cuz i dun hav a pic of her.:)

*************************************************************************************
ohw.
Hooi's party was pretty awesome.
i managed to push & pull people down the pool with their clothes on but i sendiri also kena.
my kind dad dropped me at hoooi's place for about 3o mins.
thou is was really short,but i had lotsa FUN:).

hooi.me.cait(colin is such a bad photographer)

i pushed her down the pool=p soweeee

pulled him down the pool tghr with me.

hooo's poolside area.nice huh?

love you hooi.thx for being such an awesome friend=)

22nd sept

**************************************************************************************
now,its time for the pictures from sunway&also mandy's place.

Mandy's place.

on the way to mandy's hse

got bitten by chocolate=(

cherng flirting with chengyee.

she doesnt want to wear it:(

babyslowmo.

stop tiptoeing,suan.u r tall enough.

she changed back to PEshirt cuz she refused to wear the darn dress.

playin around with mandy;'s guitar.

i dunno how to play that instrument.was just posing with it.

barely took pic with her;(but i like this shot.

slowmo is compressed by us.teehee

all of us were there:)

woah..mandy cooks??issit edible?:)

KISSERS<3

SUNWAY

vern.cherng

corona or carlsberg?

the sweet couple with the hawt bday girl.

desperate cherng.

obscene!!obscene!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

not that obscene.hahah.

group pic with the early leavers.

chris,u light bulb!

damn sweeeeeeet.

naughty ah lui.

as usual..the GUYS.

BB again.

giving birth.

heart you with all my heart.
& that;s all i really know.

cant be described easily.

2009-09-20T15:38:00.005+08:00

ps:i'm blogging at starbucks with my repaired lappy:)
since i'm quite free,i plan to post another entry.
cus i've just realized that i've forgotten to post up mandy's bday picrures and also the sunway's pictures.
sadly,i left my cammie at home.
soree guys.
next post,okie?
i'll make it up by posting a short video on mandy's surprise.

i always argue with mandy nowadays.
in the class,during maths and even right before the school being dismissed.
i dunno why.
maybe i have terrible mood swing.
or i really do have BAD temper.
i wasnt pms-ing when i argued with her.
slowmo will always be the middle person for us to get back together.
i really sound like we are TOGETHER.aint i?
i remember when i was writing a "letter of apology" to mandy,raj came to me and read my letter.
he said that i actually sounded like i just broke up with mandy and i wrote that letter just to get back with her.
who knows how deeply in love we are,mandy?*inside joke*
i really wanna maintain this friendship.
even with slowmo,hooi,and suan.
cuz thgs might change after two years.
i'm pretty sure that slowmo and mandy will be leaving for Concord after form5.;(
yeap,i'm happy for them cuz they are gonna study medicine there.
i know that i'm gonna be sad for sometimes.
i seriously hope that we'll stay as kissers.
anyways,i'll still have my ahhoooi,siewbao and also others here.
rite,fellow GIRLS.
fine.i'll not talk bout the sad stuff here.
i think we should seriously plan for GNO before its too late=(.

my parents+my dee will be attending an open house at kelantan.
they'll be leaving on the 23rd and will be back on the 24th night.
yeah=).i'll be FREE to do whatever i want!!
eheh.
steven,BB,smallwei and vetton's bday!!
i'm so gonna be there.
i need to shop for my BB.
i havent bought him anything yet.
ppl..ppl!idea?????
gosh..i'm such a procrastinator.
&&&&!its already more than twoooo months=)
time passes really slow....(in this case)

wanted to make an evil you.
but it turned out to be a cute you.
how strange?=)
yeap.dats wad love is all about!

flash back starts when i found you back

2009-09-20T14:57:00.004+08:00

hello world.
my dearest lappy is finally fixed.
apparantly,it wasnt virus' fault.
it was the motherboard and also the hard disc's fault:).
now,my lappy is like a complete new one.
i've even changed my window vista to window xp.
a good thg huh?no!!!;(
i kinda miss vista now.
dats because i'm not use to xp.
hahah.yeah,i need you,TIME.
my days have been really boring without my lappy.
luckilly i have my cell phone.or else i'd have been dead.

oh yah.

i wanna wish my beloved beloved ah hoooi here.

happy belated birthday DARLING=)!
-15th sept-

attention!!madam smiles=)

mandy.me.ahhoooooooooi dearest

hooi&miee

always the prettay one!

love you,hoooooooooooi!
i know you love me:)
eheh.cuz i sent u a pre bday pwezzie!!!
hope you like dat purse too!
BB has finally asked me to SN.
yes,i repeat,FINALLY.
omg..i've been kinda forcing/giving tips for him to ask me.
was it that hard,b?
plan to shop for cocktail dress aft exam with the girls.
and i've decided to go on diet a week before SN with k4.
rite k4=)

sometimes,i'll get tired too.
tired of WAITING and PRETENDING.
will my faith fade?
that depends on you=)
i'm super touched by your JILU virus.
i think i'm down with SILU virus now.
eheh.

heavenly day.

2009-09-05T15:00:00.002+08:00

i've tried and i'm still finding ways and also time to upload the pictures from mandy's place n also sunway.
kjin,cherng.suan and slowmo came to my place and we headed to sierramas.(mandy's place)
ah hoooi came and joined us later on.
we thud of recording mandy's sleeping face but darn.cuz her mum woke her up.
well..she was surprised=).and our voices and also cherng's off tune guitar woke her sis up.
sadly,we failed to make her wear the dress the kissers got her=(.
saddest,i got BITTEN by her dog!
smart chocolate.
i went to get injection for that.

sunway was pretty amazing besides when i got 'dumped' at sunway lagoon and when no one layan-ed me at night.
but..he has paid back=).
i went straight to sunway with cherng to join the others in the hotel by cab.
the journey wasnt long but the fare was superrr high.
mandy thinks that i'm a spend thrift for that.
luckily cherng was with me or i had to pay all by myself.teehee.
i guess i dont have to explain on the sunway thg cuz basically wad we did was play,eat and sleep.
i'll post a video of mandy's surprise and also some pictures to explain everythg if my laptop is working.

materialistic?
are you?
i dont thk so.
so,handmade and material for you then=)

mission almost accomplished

2009-08-26T18:56:00.005+08:00

i need to charge my energy for tomorrow!
i hate my hair now.
jiayi was right.too straight is fugly.
i do notice that my blog needs picture.
i'll only post up pictures aft the sunway thing.
btw,those who are coming over tmr please be here by 8am.
we'll leave at 8.15am.
uhh.i just cant wait for that..............heavenly night!
i hope my dad wun change his mind.
i hope and pray so.

never have i felt like this before.
and you are to be thanked.

deeper than you.

2009-08-25T15:06:00.002+08:00

holy.holy.holy.
i'm staying over!!!
jiayi!!..my acting works.eheh.
can you believe it?
i have never been there before.
i know its so gonna be awesome powsome!
i know i'm so gonna feel guilty too cuz i'm gonna miss muaxxiemuaxxie's party.
listen dearie,i'll make it up for you.
all you have to do right now is to wait for the loooong planned surprise.
i'm only blogging now because my sad laptop kena virus=(.
my mum refused to brin to lowyat.=(
someone claimed that i watched porn dats y my lapt kena virus.
i DONT watch porn!
thou i'm horny but my mind is not that polluted.
are u clear,bb?
sigh.
since i know that i cant really blog anymore,i'll take this opportunity to wish the three bday babies here!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY in advance,PPL!
1.COLIN TAN-26th-
2.Amanda Lee Ynh Tyng-27th-
3.Yap Jia Yi-28th-

i'm gonna be there for jiayi n also mandy but not colin.
have a blast one,colin!

let the pain to rule the excitement,b!
heart yah twice as much as you do!

i need more cash=(

2009-08-09T21:02:00.002+08:00

went to klcc with beloved ma.
and as usual,she couldnt control herself.i couldnt control her too=(
yeap,she spent a lot,AGAIN.
i went in LV and i saw SPEEDY!
i didnt know i had to queue to get in that shop.
the moment i went in i said,"can i have a look at speedy?"
i didnt know that brand talks about sizes too.
"the smallest one please=)",i said.
thou it's the smallest and it looks ordinary but it costs > 2K.
waliao.
SPEEDYLOVER!!!!!!!
i still think CD is better than LV thou.dats because CD's stuff is cheaper.
hahah.
i wanna go for a shopping spree with speedy lover,siewbao&the kissers too=(
i'm looking forward for PH bags.
mummy,pweese:).

can magnets attract diamonds?
cuz i just got attracted by you.

taken by you.

2009-08-09T08:01:00.002+08:00

morning:]
all those sobbing,complaining and muttering were nothing actually.ahehe.
cuz i was thinking beyond what would happen.
so now,i've got my joyous mood back.
i;m not gonna say that two words anymore unless i really really cant take it anymore.
plus,its hazardous;(
i said that i was tired because i thought that i was tired.what if i think that i'm not tired at all?
yeap,my thinking will bring up my confidence.
i was a pessimistic before this.
but now,i have to change.i'll think optimistically.
fellow darlings,i'm fine now.
i'm only worry bout one thing now.
my cash!!!!
darn.
i've lost weecherng;s nike pants and now,i have to get him a new one.
i think the school auntie stole his pants.
dont she know that i have to suffer from being very trifty?
give me till next week,cherng.i promise i'll get you a brand new one.
your love guru will not break your promise.

you've fallen into my love trap:)

one month.

2009-08-08T10:48:00.003+08:00

auspicious day:)
yeap,on every 8th.

te amo.

my turn.

2009-08-08T10:33:00.004+08:00

Am i being over sensitive or should i be sensitive?
different people have different opinion.
shared a lil with of course the kissers,zhen,y square and the s&j.
felt much more..better?
i dont know what was up with the sudden broke down during bio.
my mood was solemnly down.
trust me,my tears took away half of my sadness.
people asked me about you.
"sick")=,i said.cuz dats all i could say to feel better.
i dare not to start the first move cuz i find it weird.
but i just did yesterday.
you guys out there might think that i'm one of the luckiest girl on earth.
truth is,not on earth but universe cuz i'd be the only human there.
does it make sense?
how weird?why am i feeling this way?you must be the answer.

i'm not gonna say that anymore.
cuz i'll regret.

save a floating hope by pulling it back to you=)

2009-08-05T17:42:00.002+08:00

OLA
now i see why slowmo asked me to go online.
0.o.someone has intruded my privacy.(i dont mind actually.despite,i find it funny=))
i like the signature too,btw.
thanks for embellishing my bloggie.
half of 4P-ers is sick.
mandy,siewbao and even bb are absent=(
i hope that all the sick babies will be in good condition tomorrow.
i'm left alone with slowmo and also the TMIG(the mighty innocent gang^.-).
anyhoo.
dissecting is FUN!!
i dissected two little mouse.aww...bb couldn't stand me anymore and walked away.
i'm gross and disgusting.
i'm sorry too,speedy lover.
that poor girl was upset over killing the super innocent+cute mice.
she dared not to look.i hope SPEEDY will cheer her mood up.
SPEEDY will be yours no matter what.
right,V and STEVEN.
before that,i have something not so important to share here.
i think speedy lover's bf is a GREAT bf=)
he cares for speedy lover,A LOT.
he loves her more than himself.
he is a DARN good or close to a perfect bf.
speedy lover shoud be lucky and proud to have him as her bf.
LASTLY,happy 1year6mnths++ anni,s&j!!!!!!!
&& also congrats to bb for emerging 3rd*claps*
no more tournaments=]
i'm happy for you guys.ehehh.(i'm not jealous)

i dont even expect anything from you but the time to be with you
& also the heart of yours.
cuz i know you are different.

Sigh.

2009-08-03T21:56:00.004+08:00

NO PICTURES, ONLY WORDS OF WISDOM. *Wink*

Read it, you'll enjoy it. TEEHEE.

I'm down with a flu, fever, headache, soar throat, you name it. Ehhe, not swine flu, of course. Gosh, everyone is flu-ish in 4P. *Sneeze* SEE! Even Amanda isn't feeling well. I can't concentrate in class. Stupid flu. Stupid. ANYHU, I love me, myself and I. (: To love someone, you'll have to love yourself first. And, I do! *Cough* *Cough* NOOOO.

Other than being really sick, I think I have to say something here. I like purple. Not really. I LOVE purple. Have you seen the font color of my blog?! PURPLE AND PINK! A-W-E-S-O-M-E, I know. Nevertheless, I am proud to say that I like Barney. I know, I know, Barney is a purple dinosaur, BUT WTHeck?! He is purple. And everyday, I mean EVERYDAY, I would sing myself to bed. What song? I LOVE YOU song. And then, I sleep. And then, I dream. You wanna know what I've been dreaming of for the past 16 years of my life? OF COURSE! I dreamt of me appearing in his TV show. When I was young, I used to watch Power Rangers with my brother. It was not really interesting compared to Barney. With their color coded suit and their uncool "clairvoyance", I don't think so. It's so superfluous for them to save the world. Seriously, think of it : If everyone sings "I love you" by Barney, what a better place a world could be. What fights and all. No one needs it, unless you're in a really urgent situation. I remember myself shopping for bags in the market. It was so crowded there. When I was just about to take a pinch on the plastic bag that shines out from the stuffy ones in the big, huge pile, GOSH, another rough and scaly hands reached out and grabbed the bag like she'd never touched one before. Did you see how she grab it? So intense and immature. That plastic bag is so unique, how could you just grab it like that? No way, if you were there, you would comprehend my feelings. I was "NOOOO!" in matrix. I got carried away, didn't I? (Nvm, to all readers who wants to know it's climax, please log on to www.confessionsofaplasticbagaholic.com) *Sniff* Barney is preferably educational to children like me. That's why I'm now studying in a good, highly recommended HIGH school. (: Get it? (I really hope you do) I love my school.

One more thing, can you believe that the SICK BAY is FULL today?!

WOW to me. Amazing to you.

Coughs and Sneezes,

Feeble-ish J.

Two Glasses Of Wine

2009-08-02T22:16:00.004+08:00

When things in your life seem almost too much to handle,

when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and

the 2 glasses of wine theory...

A professor stood before his philosophy class with some

items on his desk in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly,

he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill

it with golf balls.

He then asked the students if the jar was full. They

agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured

them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into

the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if

the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it

into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked

once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous

'YES.'

The professor then produced two glasses of wine from

under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar,

effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.

'Now,' said the professor, as the laughter subsided, 'I

want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf

balls are the important things; your family, your children, your health,

your friends, and your favorite passions; things that if everything else

was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your

job, your house, and your car. The sand is everything else; the small

stuff.

If you put the sand into the jar first', he continued,

'there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for

life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you

will never have room for the good things that are important to you.

Pay attention to the things that are critical to your

happiness. Play with your children. Take time to get medical checkups.

Take your partner out to dinner. Play another 18 holes. Do one more

run down the ski slope. There will always be time to clean the house and

fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first; the things that

really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.'

One of the students raised her hand and

inquired what the wine represented.

The professor smiled. 'I'm glad you asked. It

just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem,

there's always room for a couple of glasses of wine with a friend.'

noxious words

2009-08-02T17:42:00.002+08:00

got screwed by both my parents very early in the morning.
dad asked me about my ambition.
i didnt get to answer him cuz he didnt give me a chance to do so.
he kept on scolding me with his finger pointing at me.
i wanted to tell him that i'm actually quite ambitious cuz i have a few choices in my head right now.
haiz nevermind.
oldman is always like that.
then,he scolded me for tuition.
he said that i dont need to go for tuition.
my mum didnt help me.she kinda supported dad just now.
i had a veryyyy bad day today.
how could he just changed his mind like that?
i dont freaking care.
i just dont want to touch about my career and my future issue first cuz i;m still young.
there's ONE more year for me to think.

the moment i needed to be comforted,
your msg appeared.

Dare to Bare

2009-08-02T06:51:00.005+08:00

went out with babyslowmo yest=]
hooooi was sick and she couldnt join us.=(
get well soon dearie.
anyhow,
yest was fun and TIRED besides that taxi driver part(i'll explain why).
after my addmaths tuition,i hurried to slowmo's place by lrt.
that woman did not pick up my calls until i called her house phone.*thx mandy*
and at last,we got tghr.
she kept telling me that she's FAT.
nonsense!
if she's FAT then i'm OBESE.
rite?
we went to klcc first.
we tried on camisoles and shorts and dresses and heels.
slowmo was peeking at me when i was in the fitting room.
i didnt scream=)
btw,it took us long enough to look for BCBG just to have a peek on the prices.
we had our lunch at little penang cafe because sakae sushi was in a full house=(.
so,basically,THREE of us had our lunch tghr there.
why three?
cuz mandy was there too=)
slowmo video called her.
and we were on the phone for quite a while until the food we ordered came.
she's damn damn annoying.*shhh*
we walked to pav through the convention centre.
i bought my heels from charles&keith.
a nice killer heels thou.
we wandered around some shops before i left.
i stopped a cab outside pav and that taxi driver wanted to charge RM50.
he's crazy,i know!
then slowmo accompanied me to walk a little further to stop another cab.
that taxi driver pula wanted to charge RM40.
i bargained until RM30.
so,i agreed and got in that cab.
on the way,he stopped me at hang tuah monoreil station and dropped me there due to the traffic jam in KL.
i gave him the look cuz i DIDNT know how to get to my destination.
he gave me a brief explanation and charged me for RM8.
wth.
i called slowmo and started to complain to her.
we started to scold that taxi driver but i still managed to laugh.
hahah.
love you, slowmo!
so,the end=)
GNO's mission is 15% completed!
wheeeee.

dat's the annoying+nerd one!

dealin with the annoying one.

trying really hard to say bye without hurting her=p

you have been sick for almost a week!
days without you were quite awful but luckily i have the kissers to bring up my mood.
out of five days,you were absent for three days.
and that sucks=(
hope that you are totally recovered.
and i know bball helps=)
but..but..NVM.

i'm doing all things lovingly
especially when it comes to you.

roll with them

2009-07-26T23:52:00.004+08:00

i dont know why but i have this sudden urge to blog about it right now.
after that few days of my stickiness i've finally realized that you guys are so super duper IMPORTANT.
i'm sorry for abandoning you guys for that two nights=(.
how silly i was for not realizing my mistakes.
i cant reassure that there will not be a second time.
but i'm treasuring and appreciating you all now=)
i love you guys with all my heart.
and AGAIN,its definitely not karma!!
it's just me=[.
i'm not letting myself to affect your mood anymore.
or i'm so gonna hate myself and blame myself.
i'm sorry,babyslowmo.
not for that but thisXD.
for bursting that surprise=P
screw u,muaxxiemuaxxie for making me to spill out the surprise.
and YES we are FAMILY.
ah hoooooi suggested it and we all agreed with her=)
cant wait for that day!(GNO)
before that,special thx to moon for all the thick and thin=)
and to swan,my business partner,i'm broke!8(

to the names that have been mentioned above,ily=)

to turn me off,
slap me=)

rocks became emeralds.

2009-07-25T22:54:00.004+08:00

sorry for my moodswings=(
well,i admit that i didnt feel easy when our past is taken as a laughing matter.
i dun wanna mention or recall anything about our past anymore.
cuz i've told you the reason why just now.
i'm not worried but scared.
since you've wrote about me,i shall write about you now=)
n ps: you are certainly not my imaginary friend unless you want be to one.
i have a lot to crap about you here but i;m only gonna write a lil.
yes,just a lil about you and why i fancy you.=)
<3you know my NO is actually YES.=)
<3i totally adore your evil laughs cuz its shooo FAKE.
<3the cina-apek's slang of yours is so one of a kind.
<3you've changed from a cc lover to a gg lover.=)
<3you blush when you express out your feelings.
<3acting as your passion.
<3by doing addmaths hw till very late is one of your tactics.
<3mike is one of you favorite gadget to sing it out.
<3DBKL of mine especially.
<3you actually understand my sucky chinese.
<3you are a SM at certain situation^.^
<3you are damn talented at crapping.
<3you sweat when you get nervous.

so,did i go to MCKL?
suspense=)
and my mum n also ko would like to know how was MCKL.
err..hahah.
i created many lies.
cuz i dont even know what happened today.
i know that siew bao got scolded.
besides,i know that i'll go broke by depending on cab.
i'm too lazy to travel by train.
walking from pav to lowyat n from lowyat to time square is much much better than being a supporter.
RIGHT,moon?
thou u promised no more next time.
i dont mind at all actually.
i took it as an exercise since there;s no games for so long dy.
wearing heels with you is not a very good idea unless i wish to get swollen feet.
the land of the lost is damn lame n funny.
i laughed my head off and i did not sleep this time.
cab again as my transport to go church to meet my ma.
its a super tiring day for me and you but yet i'm still up to blog cuz i'm touched=)
thou you've lost just now but it was a not bad match.
you have another one tmr.
how many Sundays more to go?
anyway,good luck again yeah.

to truly love is to understand this.
to be in love is to respect this.
i trust you=)
do you hear me?

synergy.

2009-07-24T21:46:00.005+08:00

What is ur definition of romantic?
this is what i meant by it.XD-romance-XD.
you are doing it and good gracious cuz i'm loving it.
err..what do u mean by romance??
i've given her more than enough=(!

ggbbhim

mission R failed.you guys have tried.
i know.he knows.she knows.
he wasnt really listening but i was cuz it was farney.
poor thg to you ppl.
luckily this prob has been solved or else you guys are gonna come up with another mission.hahah.
i guess that i always have to be the supportive one to keep all up.rite?
i'm not worn out YET.i thk.
by supporting you,i'm PROUD.
especially that magic tricks.
embarrassment is nothing now.
pinching is nothing already too.
just do what you want.
cuz i know i have to get use to it.
i like now.=)
but..i did not tell the whole world.
obviousness' fault.
yeah,i'm sticky.
tell me if u dislike it.
but i'm certainly not an elephant glue.
UHU glue will do.=)pfft.

GOOD LUCK for tmr.
the very supportive one will always support you till the end.
AGAIN,
GG's luck is with you=)
opps.i mentioned about it now.
corn me then!(if u thk this time i'll fall for it)

HAPPYBIRTHDAY to the happy one.
have a blast,ADRIANLEEHANYANG!
have a dicky one too=P

your tricks are alive=)not=P

yours on mine:)

2009-07-19T14:59:00.014+08:00

since i finally have the time,i'll post more pics up.
i did not mention anything about slowmobaby's place.

her house was awesome!
i love it!
i went to meet up with the kissers aft my check up on fri by cab.
and it took me LONG enough to get to the beautician cuz i've never been there.
slowmo's mama came out and got me=)
thx auntie.
aft we had our make up done,we went bac to slowmo's hse for PIZZA before we headed to school.
the make up was fabulous,btw.
and plus all of us were there thou i was late.
gee..those sweet BUGS.
love you all.<3>
and for now,pictures will explain everything=)

we smile without teeth=)

n we smile WITH teeth=)

i wasnt there YET.

i love diz=)

you actually took this without me?hmph.

as you can see,all of us were there=)

my turn.

hooooi!i didnt know u looked thru my purse.

k3.k4.k2.k1.(disorder)

evil punya me.

that make up artist has totally forgotten bout the mascara.

hooi dearrie.

soree slowmo.cuz u were sittin in front.rite?

gloria n shel.she's cute=)!

on the comfy bench.

a lil of camwhore before we left.

a totally adore this spot.

mdm aza.

US wit AZA.

hangtuah with eyeliner=0

thx to someone.was it hooi?

me.hooooooooi.swan

i still need my slave.

weecherng,gambate!

her everythg is so LONG.

steven!

pegpegpeg and me=)

muaxximuaxxie=)))))))(i learnt that<>

actress&dancer

sang jamie.sang caleb.(we are related=)hahah..NOT!)

slowmobaby,booboo loves yah.

tak cukup blusher again.dats cuz i dont want him to look like a freak.

mine is DARKER.

steven:eh B,help me with the lipstick.(was it like that,jiayi?)

mdm sheela's son.

vin&lyn

pretty asses.

the last pic of us of the day.

stan,wads with the poker cards?

till then:)

my morals are changing fast.
love is the reason.