one month.

auspicious day:)
yeap,on every 8th.

te amo.

my turn.

Am i being over sensitive or should i be sensitive?
different people have different opinion.
shared a lil with of course the kissers,zhen,y square and the s&j.
felt much more..better?
i dont know what was up with the sudden broke down during bio.
my mood was solemnly down.
trust me,my tears took away half of my sadness.
people asked me about you.
"sick")=,i said.cuz dats all i could say to feel better.
i dare not to start the first move cuz i find it weird.
but i just did yesterday.
you guys out there might think that i'm one of the luckiest girl on earth.
truth is,not on earth but universe cuz i'd be the only human there.
does it make sense?
how weird?why am i feeling this way?you must be the answer.

i'm not gonna say that anymore.
cuz i'll regret.

save a floating hope by pulling it back to you=)

OLA
now i see why slowmo asked me to go online.
0.o.someone has intruded my privacy.(i dont mind actually.despite,i find it funny=))
i like the signature too,btw.
thanks for embellishing my bloggie.
half of 4P-ers is sick.
mandy,siewbao and even bb are absent=(
i hope that all the sick babies will be in good condition tomorrow.
i'm left alone with slowmo and also the TMIG(the mighty innocent gang^.-).
anyhoo.
dissecting is FUN!!
i dissected two little mouse.aww...bb couldn't stand me anymore and walked away.
i'm gross and disgusting.
i'm sorry too,speedy lover.
that poor girl was upset over killing the super innocent+cute mice.
she dared not to look.i hope SPEEDY will cheer her mood up.
SPEEDY will be yours no matter what.
right,V and STEVEN.
before that,i have something not so important to share here.
i think speedy lover's bf is a GREAT bf=)
he cares for speedy lover,A LOT.
he loves her more than himself.
he is a DARN good or close to a perfect bf.
speedy lover shoud be lucky and proud to have him as her bf.
LASTLY,happy 1year6mnths++ anni,s&j!!!!!!!
&& also congrats to bb for emerging 3rd*claps*
no more tournaments=]
i'm happy for you guys.ehehh.(i'm not jealous)

i dont even expect anything from you but the time to be with you
& also the heart of yours.
cuz i know you are different.

Sigh.

NO PICTURES, ONLY WORDS OF WISDOM. *Wink*

Read it, you'll enjoy it. TEEHEE.

I'm down with a flu, fever, headache, soar throat, you name it. Ehhe, not swine flu, of course. Gosh, everyone is flu-ish in 4P. *Sneeze* SEE! Even Amanda isn't feeling well. I can't concentrate in class. Stupid flu. Stupid. ANYHU, I love me, myself and I. (: To love someone, you'll have to love yourself first. And, I do! *Cough* *Cough* NOOOO. 

Other than being really sick, I think I have to say something here. I like purple. Not really. I LOVE purple. Have you seen the font color of my blog?! PURPLE AND PINK! A-W-E-S-O-M-E, I know. Nevertheless, I am proud to say that I like Barney. I know, I know, Barney is a purple dinosaur, BUT WTHeck?! He is purple. And everyday, I mean EVERYDAY, I would sing myself to bed. What song? I LOVE YOU song. And then, I sleep. And then, I dream. You wanna know what I've been dreaming of for the past 16 years of my life? OF COURSE! I dreamt of me appearing in his TV show. When I was young, I used to watch Power Rangers with my brother. It was not really interesting compared to Barney. With their color coded suit and their uncool "clairvoyance", I don't think so. It's so superfluous for them to save the world. Seriously, think  of it : If everyone sings "I love you" by Barney, what a better place a world could be. What fights and all. No one needs it, unless you're in a really urgent situation. I remember myself shopping for bags in the market. It was so crowded there. When I was just about to take a pinch on the plastic bag that shines out from the stuffy ones in the big, huge pile, GOSH, another rough and scaly hands reached out and grabbed the bag like she'd never touched one before. Did you see how she grab it? So intense and immature. That plastic bag is so unique, how could you just grab it like that? No way, if you were there, you would comprehend my feelings. I was "NOOOO!" in matrix. I got carried away, didn't I? (Nvm, to all readers who wants to know it's climax, please log on to www.confessionsofaplasticbagaholic.com) *Sniff* Barney is preferably educational to children like me. That's why I'm now studying in a good, highly recommended HIGH school. (: Get it? (I really hope you do) I love my school. 

One more thing, can you believe that the SICK BAY is FULL today?! 

WOW to me. Amazing to you. 

Coughs and Sneezes, 

Feeble-ish J. 

Two Glasses Of Wine

When things in your life seem almost too much to handle,

when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and

the 2 glasses of wine theory...

A professor stood before his philosophy class with some

items on his desk in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly,

he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill

it with golf balls.

He then asked the students if the jar was full. They

agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured

them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into

the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if

the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it

into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked

once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous

'YES.'

The professor then produced two glasses of wine from

under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar,

effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.

'Now,' said the professor, as the laughter subsided, 'I

want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf

balls are the important things; your family, your children, your health,

your friends, and your favorite passions; things that if everything else

was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your

job, your house, and your car. The sand is everything else; the small

stuff.

If you put the sand into the jar first', he continued,

'there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for

life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you

will never have room for the good things that are important to you.

Pay attention to the things that are critical to your

happiness. Play with your children. Take time to get medical checkups.

Take your partner out to dinner. Play another 18 holes. Do one more

run down the ski slope. There will always be time to clean the house and

fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first; the things that

really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.'

One of the students raised her hand and

inquired what the wine represented.

The professor smiled. 'I'm glad you asked. It

just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem,

there's always room for a couple of glasses of wine with a friend.'

noxious words

got screwed by both my parents very early in the morning.
dad asked me about my ambition.
i didnt get to answer him cuz he didnt give me a chance to do so.
he kept on scolding me with his finger pointing at me.
i wanted to tell him that i'm actually quite ambitious cuz i have a few choices in my head right now.
haiz nevermind.
oldman is always like that.
then,he scolded me for tuition.
he said that i dont need to go for tuition.
my mum didnt help me.she kinda supported dad just now.
i had a veryyyy bad day today.
how could he just changed his mind like that?
i dont freaking care.
i just dont want to touch about my career and my future issue first cuz i;m still young.
there's ONE more year for me to think.

the moment i needed to be comforted,
your msg appeared.

Dare to Bare

went out with babyslowmo yest=]
hooooi was sick and she couldnt join us.=(
get well soon dearie.
anyhow,
yest was fun and TIRED besides that taxi driver part(i'll explain why).
after my addmaths tuition,i hurried to slowmo's place by lrt.
that woman did not pick up my calls until i called her house phone.*thx mandy*
and at last,we got tghr.
she kept telling me that she's FAT.
nonsense!
if she's FAT then i'm OBESE.
rite?
we went to klcc first.
we tried on camisoles and shorts and dresses and heels.
slowmo was peeking at me when i was in the fitting room.
i didnt scream=)
btw,it took us long enough to look for BCBG just to have a peek on the prices.
we had our lunch at little penang cafe because sakae sushi was in a full house=(.
so,basically,THREE of us had our lunch tghr there.
why three?
cuz mandy was there too=)
slowmo video called her.
and we were on the phone for quite a while until the food we ordered came.
she's damn damn annoying.*shhh*
we walked to pav through the convention centre.
i bought my heels from charles&keith.
a nice killer heels thou.
we wandered around some shops before i left.
i stopped a cab outside pav and that taxi driver wanted to charge RM50.
he's crazy,i know!
then slowmo accompanied me to walk a little further to stop another cab.
that taxi driver pula wanted to charge RM40.
i bargained until RM30.
so,i agreed and got in that cab.
on the way,he stopped me at hang tuah monoreil station and dropped me there due to the traffic jam in KL.
i gave him the look cuz i DIDNT know how to get to my destination.
he gave me a brief explanation and charged me for RM8.
wth.
i called slowmo and started to complain to her.
we started to scold that taxi driver but i still managed to laugh.
hahah.
love you, slowmo!
so,the end=)
GNO's mission is 15% completed!
wheeeee.



dat's the annoying+nerd one!


dealin with the annoying one.


trying really hard to say bye without hurting her=p

=(

you have been sick for almost a week!
days without you were quite awful but luckily i have the kissers to bring up my mood.
out of five days,you were absent for three days.
and that sucks=(
hope that you are totally recovered.
and i know bball helps=)
but..but..NVM.

i'm doing all things lovingly
especially when it comes to you.