last week of concert prac:(

i skipped school today cuz i went for medical check up.
i'm totally discharged!!!whee.
yay.i'm healthy=)
no needles,no worries=)
i'm so gonna miss the abbreviated schedule,concert practice and also the TIME being with them.
this week has been really really cool cuz i got to skip lessons.
and plus,that first time happened this week too.
hahah,thx to slowmo,muaxxiemuaxxie,steve&jiayi.
on the other hand,there's a bad news for me.
my kakak is admitted to the ward for tuberculous.
so,i' have to help my mum with the house chores.
damn.i hate it=(.
i bet my furious dad is so gonna send my kakak back to her hometown very soon.
tomorrow will be the last day of concert and everything will go back to normal.
but i believe the feelings will NOT.
i hope you'll feel the same too.
i brought cammie to school for the whole week.
guowei brought video camera.he's worse-.-".
so,with my cammie,i managed to snap quite a number of pics.
cheers to SUMIR,the new love birds=)
you guys are so gonna love me for what i've done.
u BETTER,yeah.
i'm only gonna post all the pics up when i have the time.
my connection sucks too=(

as you said,
love creates impossible=)
i dont know how to get your heart.
i can never read your mind too.
stab into your heart and hand it to me:)

my world is coloured:)

i'm happy:)i'm happy:)i'm happy:))))))))
yesh,my life is almost perfect:)
i just hope that it will last veryyyyy long this time.
guess that i have to thank god for every single thing.
i'm loving it and appreciating it now.
uh.I CANT WAIT FOR LATER!!
thou i was sad that i cant go for famine,
but i'm fine now.
cuz a moment ago,i received a text about "later"=)
have fun there ,K#2 and K#4!
tell me if you guys lose any weight^.-
before that,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, goldfish(WENHAN)!
have a fabulous 17th in the camp.
hope to hear more from you too.

i fell=(
i fell in love with you suddenly.=)

PERFECT in my eyes.

my blog is so purple,i know=)
i've renovated my blog and i've get rid of that horny pic with muaxxxiemuaxxie.
cuz i've decided not to be HORNY.
and there's a reason why i chose this picture too.
i dun thk i'm one thou.hahah.
so,to steven&jiayi,my horns are blunter=D
happy?
yes,i'm happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
are u?
thx mandy for the TIPS.
and about that girl,i'm not gonna talk bout it anymore.
i PROMISE here.
no more second time.
there's no point for me to ask her right in her face cuz i already knew that it was a lie.
but i really wanted to know the reason from her.
i know how u feel,swan cuz thats EXACTLY how i feel too.
just be patient,buddy=).
do u thk that i'm actually backstabbing her here?
hope this post will make u feel better.
loveyah.

have i ever told you that
your eyes sparkle like diamonds?<3

Got tired of being an angel.

PTC is on friday and famine camp is on saturday.
i seriously do not want my parents to come cuz i freaking do not want them to see my sucky results.
and plus, i wanna go famine camp really badly.
i've told my ma about the PTC and she said that my dad is coming.
damn.i shouldnt have told her.
of all the teachers,i dont want them to meet pearl.

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first up.

IVAN FEDDERICK YUN JIA WEI!!
happy 16th birthday person!
u r gross cuz i get disgusted by u most of the time.but there's one thing in u where no one has.u always make ppl laugh their heads off by your stunts and tat makes u one of a kind.
once again,happy sweet 16
IVAN RAT YUN!



HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEFFEREY KO!
congrats!you've just turned 25 and *hint hint*
its time to get MARRIED!
n thx for the LOCCITANE.
i'm loving it<3.

my dee is getting naughtier and naughtier.
blame who?
blame me cuz i thk i pamper him too much.
he needs more whacking from me here.

urghhh..that naughty brat is getting on my nerve.

i need those texts
to keep my heart warm.

feed the fire.

i got scolded by my addmaths tutor for not completing my assignment.
sowee ,SIR.
he has doubled up my homework=(
sad for me,i know.
& ohh!!!
AH HOOOOOI,
i've found madam zabedah's blog and i;ve linked her as well!=)
yeah,madam AZA
you cant ran away from jamie.teehee.
my bro told me that madam BLOGS and it took me 10 minutes to search for mdm's blog.
hahah.
swan and slowmo r shopping on9.
and i want tooo!!!!!!!!
on9 shopping is uh-ma-zing.
i know!!!!
ahhh..but my mummy wouldnt let=[

btw,
someone's watch is with me=)
teehee^.-

this memory cannot be erased.
blind faith will lead love where it has to go.

Burden to bear.

i'm starting to hate bible knowledge.
not that i hate the subject but the person who's teaching the subject.
blooooody PEARL.
i almost got sent to the office for TALKING on my way to physics lab.
WTH weih.
pity that innocent koeshern cuz i was supposed to be sent to the office with him but i escaped.hahah.
i just cant tolerate with that woman anymore.
i wanna DROP bk and go for civics instead.
if i drop BK,i don't have to take that paper for exam and i certainly do not have to be worried of failing that paper.
and by looking at the bright side,i might be scoring an A for civics.
the most important reason is,
i DO NOT have to see PEARL's face for every wednesday.
i just dont understand why she likes to call me JAMIEYAP.
for examples:

"JAMIE YAP,please stop day dreaming!"
"JAMIEYAP, what do you know about this?"
"JAMIEYAP, i would like to see you after this!"

deng.JAMIE will do lah.
she doesnt have to highlight my surname right.
not that no one in the class doesnt know that my surname is YAP.
i believe she doesnt like people to call her MUTIARA MOSES at all the time too.
i prefer MRS PETER.
and i MISS all her expressions too.
and oh YES i miss her cake!!hmmm..
SIEWBAO is with me=)thx,woman.
i'm sorry swan, but you gotta be with me because i seriously cant bear it anymore.
or maybe i can and i just don;t want.

sometimes, you seem to be so close
just like you are standing right before me.
but then sometimes, you seem to be so far,
just like we cant see each other thou you are right in front of me.
you've done so much of unexpected things
and all that are making me vulnerable.
i just hope it would not turn into something bad.
so for right now,i will enjoy.

the sweetest thing you have ever felt=)

i'm supposed to feel happy after all those sweet memories.
my mind is running so many thoughts per minute.
cuz, i don't know the truth and i want to know it like so BADLY.
all these while,i prefer excitement more than security.
yeah,something happened=)
i totally heart today.
love dance practice,love new steps and love talking to him bout her=)
kaisin's new steps are NICE.
i got so facinated.
*two thumbs up*
i'm loving it.<3
i've got my cardigan and camisoles from zara.
plan to wear them for aussie.
i wanted to buy 2 cardigans at first but mummy only let me to buy 1=(
anyway,thx mummy.
i still don't know what to get for my host.
maybe something from royal selangor?
nevermind,i'm gonna talk bout it with slowmo and also swan anyway.
if any of you readers out there come out with a better idea please tell me yeah^.-

Life is hard.
i cant explain why cuz no one knows how hard i try except for myself.
when things are tough or when life is sad,
i just pretend that i'm not sad.
i just dont know how to let you know the pain i feel right now.
things happened are meant to be something to me.
i'm happy
but that doesnt mean that i'm okay.