FOR LOVE & PEACE (:: June 2009

Monday, June 29, 2009

the sweetest thing you have ever felt=)

i'm supposed to feel happy after all those sweet memories.
my mind is running so many thoughts per minute.
cuz, i don't know the truth and i want to know it like so BADLY.
all these while,i prefer excitement more than security.
yeah,something happened=)
i totally heart today.
love dance practice,love new steps and love talking to him bout her=)
kaisin's new steps are NICE.
i got so facinated.
*two thumbs up*
i'm loving it.<3
i've got my cardigan and camisoles from zara.
plan to wear them for aussie.
i wanted to buy 2 cardigans at first but mummy only let me to buy 1=(
anyway,thx mummy.
i still don't know what to get for my host.
maybe something from royal selangor?
nevermind,i'm gonna talk bout it with slowmo and also swan anyway.
if any of you readers out there come out with a better idea please tell me yeah^.-

Life is hard.
i cant explain why cuz no one knows how hard i try except for myself.
when things are tough or when life is sad,
i just pretend that i'm not sad.
i just dont know how to let you know the pain i feel right now.
things happened are meant to be something to me.
i'm happy
but that doesnt mean that i'm okay.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Au Revoir=[

BYE,RAVI KUMAR ANAK LELAKI VIJAYA KUMAR=(
he's leaving for Singapore today and he'll only be back in November.
i'm missing that smartass already.
so,yah.
this post is especially for HIM cuz i've received his msg.
you better leave a comment if you see this.
oh ya.i've almost forgotten about tenjoe.
i used to bully tenjoe a lot when he was a prefect.
hahah.
i dun think u'd hate me for that cuz you are too cute to do so.
bye to you too,tenjoe=)

goodbyes are not forever.
goodbyes are not the end.
they simply mean i'll miss you
until we meet again=)

Friday, June 26, 2009

Dreary affair.

MJ,the king of the POP has stopped sinning.
isnt that a great thing?
farewell,jackson.
rest in peace.

For the living know that they shall die: but the dead know not any thing, neither have they any more a reward; for the memory of them is forgotten. Also their love, and their hatred, and their envy, is now perished; neither have they any more a portion for ever in any thing that is done under the sun.
(Ecclesiastes 9:5,6)

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

little,nameless,unremembered acts

something WEIRD just occurred to me.
i was like a weirdo just now.
i had dance rehearsal in the hall just now.
and i cant deny that i suck like shyt.
for the first attempt, i laughed like hell all the way from the beginning till the end.
then,i got WARNED and SCOLDED by mdm hema n mdm sheela.
prime told me that i owned the best smile on stage.
JK,SWAN n muaxxiemuaxxie laughed at me=[.
hahah.but i'm fine with it.
who ask me not to control myself.
ritee?
after all,i'm GLAD to hear that the dance and the song, 'KERANAMU KEKASIHKU' was not bad.
teehee.
i'm proud to be in that dance and i;m proud of the choreographers too.
ohw!!! i'm amazed by liksheng's sister for contributed so much=)
unlike me cuz i didnt even contribute anything.
and that goes same to you too, slow mo.
i forged my mum's signature on the famine camp's form.
i feel bad here now.
i really hope that i can go this year cuz i didnt get to go last year.
i hope prayer helps this time.

soon as i jumped into my ride,
those memories start to play
is that a good sign for me to start it over again?

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Not just a year older but a year better.

to my dearest WEEEEEEEEEEEkIIIIIII,
happy birthday=).
sorry for the last minute wishes but at least i wished you right.
plus,i'm blogging bout it here too.
JK was asking me whether i've wished you.
n i said yeah cuz i've congratulated you for scoring the highest for BIO.
hahah.paiseh...
seriously,i DIDNT know it was your birthday till muaxxiemuaxxie told me after school.
so,yeah.
and again,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEARIE=]

i've never seen the emo you.
it was the first time.
and it was quite eerie in a way too.
you refused to tell me the exact reason but you told me you will.

i'm not gonna care bout this cuz i know you'll get back to normal=]

it's just another sad love song
racking my brain like crazy
guess that i'm all torn up
BE IT no matter how fast or how slow it is
it doesnt make a difference.
and it;s all because of you.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

tagged by SIEWBAO.

i'm doing her tag cuz i just met her at The Ship.
cuz the usual me would be too malas to do tags.
gosh.that was so coincidence.
i believe we were both celebrating father's day for our fabulous daddies=)
RIGHT?

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Rules: It's harder than it looks!

Copy to your own note, erase my answer, enter yours, and tag twenty people.

Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.

They have to be real... nothing made up!

You must use different answers,

You cannot use anyword twice,

And you can't use your name for the boy/ girl name qustion.

1. What is your name : Jamie Yap

2. A four letter word : Jerk

3. A boy's name : Jake

4. A girl's name : Joyce

5. An occupation : Jam taster

6. A color : Jade green

7. Something you'll wear : Jumper

8. A food : Jello

9. A place : Japan

10. A reason for being late : Just woke up.

11. Something you'd shout : Jumbo!

12. A movie title : James and the giant peach.

13. Something you drink : Jolly cola

14. A musical group : Jonas brothers!!

15. An animal : Jackrabbit

16. A street name : Jubilee Street

17. A type of car : Jaguar XF

18. A title of song : Just for your love

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1. Have u ever been asked out?

ahah,yeap=)

2. Where was your default picture been taken?

school's hall.thanx to hooi.

3. What is your middle name?

well,my name is ja-mie yap suet mun.so its YAP=]

4. Your current relationship status?

err...complicated?

5. Does your crush like you back?

why don't you ask my crush?

6. What is your current mood?

sleepy.

7. What color of underwear are you wearing?

hooi's granny panty!!ahaha.

8. What color shirt are you wearing?

white.

9. Missing something?

yea.the feelings and also EM.

10. If you could go back in time and change something, what would you do?

I would make sure that i would not fall for you.

11. If you must be an animal one day, what?

anything but not my dog cuz i definitely do not want to be bullied like my dog,mini.

12. Ever had a near death experience?

yeah,when my parents found out about him.

13. Something you do a lot?

SLEEP.

14. The song stuck in your head?

my happy ending.

15. Who did you copy and paste from?

siew bao.

16. Name someone with the same birthday as you?

prthiv!!my pet twin bro=)but sadly,he;s not in my school anymore.

17. When was the last time you cried?

during A4J,i think.

18. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?

is the choir counted?if it is then yeah.

19. If you could have one super power what would it be?

To go back in time.

20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?

sparks!!=p

21. What do you usually order from starbucks?

Ice Blended Caramel.(same as siew bao)

22. What's your biggest secret?

i BITE.hahah,quite a number of ppl got bitten by me.right colin,mandy&kenny?

23. Favorite color?

Purple.

24. Do you still watch kiddie movies or tv shows?

i would love to but sadly,i don't have disney channels:(

25. What's on your walls?

dust.i mean it seriously.

26. What are you?

A not so horny girl=p.and i'm not an outspoken person too.

27. Do you speak any other language?

i'm a multispeaker.

28. What's your favorite smell?

sweet.

29. Describe your life in one word.

shaky.

30. Have you ever kissed in the rain?

slowmo and i would love to do so.hahah.

31. What are you thinking about right now?

i'm thinking on what to write for this question.

33. What should you be doing?

shoooooooot.i didnt know there's chem PEKA.(thanx,sue)

34. Who was the last person that made you upset/angry?

myself.

35. How often do u talk to God?

almost everyday.

36. Do you like working in the yard?

frankly speaking,no=)

37. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?

doomsay!!

38. Do you act differently around the person you like?

hahah that is a YES.

39. What is your natural hair color?

dark brown.i hope it was blonde.

40. Who was the last person to make you cry?

holy spirit.

I tag :-
myself!!

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pic taken just now.

salt of my life.<3<3>HAPPY FATHER'S DAY to both my dad on earth and as well as in heaven=)

till here yea cuz i gotta do my chem PEKA.
once again,THANX siew bao for reminding me:)

Friday, June 19, 2009

starry night.coco fusion.coco night

today was absolutely awesome!
yeah,awesome much:)
coco night was muchmuchmuch more better than science night.
after all,science night was all only about SCIENCE.
school ended at 12 today then,suan followed me home.
before that, we headed to McD's first to get our tummy filled.
the guys were with us too and eric was super gross.
his horns are much much more longer than mine.
yeah,he's HORNY.
can you imagine that?
i was sitting right in front of him.
i could hear and also see everything.
and ohw,i lost my appetite.
sueping came to my place after dating with ehem=).
then,we went back to school but we were late.
no.actually i was late cuz i was supposed to be there by 4.20p.m.
cuz the scouts were supposed to salute the VIPs.
sorreee,slave.
i was there but i was late.eheh.
oh ya,i captured lotsa pictures.
and i'm definately going to post them up.
i heart posting pictures cuz pictures fill in the empty spaces.hee.
ps:ravi is back and i miss that smart ass!
told him news bout muaxxiemuaxxie.
spuriously, she has TIGA admirers.fuiyoh.
can i say congrats here?
btw,i'm sorry for ditching you.
i was ravrav's brilliant idea and it has nothing to do with slowmo at all.
and i'm not angry at you for "backstabbing me".
maybe i did lah.hahah.
kaey,its enough for today.i think its more than enough thou.

lastly,there goes the pictures=)